Monday, May 11, 2009

Fat Chick vs, Food - week Eighteen and Nineteen

I’m combining Fat Chick posts this week since I missed last week. I suck.

I’m still struggling with trying to get exercise and eating right into a schedule that seems to be all consuming. I’m getting there, but it’s not easy.

I think I am coming around to the inevitable conclusion that I’m going to have to exercise in the morning. I really, really, really don’t want to do that, but I can’t see away around it. I am not a morning person at all, and I have tried to work out in the morning in the past without much success. I bought into that whole line of thinking that it is a great way to start the day! If you exercise at 5:00 a.m. you’ll feel fabulous all day long!! I tried that, and all it did was make me a raging bitch all day long. I just don’t have the gene that makes people fabulous at 5:00 a.m. Unless it’s 5:00 a.m. and I’m still up, then I’m fabulous.

The kids have started soccer, we’re down to one car again, my work hours have increased, I have two parties to plan and I’m getting defeated. I ate crappy all weekend and I haven’t exercised as much as I should. I really need to get it together. This is what the backslide feels like. I haven’t even had time to read or write blogs lately, and that’s something I actually like to do. Life is too much and stressing me out.

I can’t even think of anything else to write. I’ve lost two pounds in two weeks. I have 36 more pounds to go. Blah.